Wednesday, March 15, 2006
♥ Fresh New Start
Ive been bz dis past few daes... N 2dae, my dad is sick... Wen 2 da hospital just now... Da doctor couldnt find anything wrong wif him though, so we went back hm... Last saturday had a chalet 2 celebrate my cousin's bdae as well as 2 celebrate mii goin into tp... But i didnt feel any excitement at all... At night, every1 was slping except 4 my cousin n his frenz... I was all alone wif nth 2 do, just sit ard n look at da sky, thinkin... Sundae wen 2 my uncle hse 2 celebrate his son's bdae... Guess im alone 2 cuz nth 2 talked abt... My uncle though make fun of mii... But didnt feel fun at all... Monday work da whole dae, from mornin till 11pm... Ytd worked in da afternoon, b4 droppin by 2 Eileen hse 2 give her my present... Den i wish Sharifah a bdae wish n chat 4 a while abt poly...
These past few daes, i feel lonely... Like no 1 2 talked 2... Lovin a gal hu dont love mii... Cant worked anymore... Confused... Guess its true wad dey said tt im a lamer, lazy, weak, stupid, clumsy n many more... I wanna stop bloggin 4 now... 2 much things 2 say but all no use... No 1 readin it, helpin mii solve my probs or wad... I just type wad i feel here 4 da sake of bloggin often... Wanna make a fresh new start at poly... Meetin new frenz... Even Khafian & Sazni are back 2gether... Wen i talked wif him on da phone, mii jk ard, he was so angry... Usually, not tt angry, but now different... Guess, im all alone now... I can onli rely on mii, myself...
Dis izzit... My last entry.... Any last words??? THANKS
These past few daes, i feel lonely... Like no 1 2 talked 2... Lovin a gal hu dont love mii... Cant worked anymore... Confused... Guess its true wad dey said tt im a lamer, lazy, weak, stupid, clumsy n many more... I wanna stop bloggin 4 now... 2 much things 2 say but all no use... No 1 readin it, helpin mii solve my probs or wad... I just type wad i feel here 4 da sake of bloggin often... Wanna make a fresh new start at poly... Meetin new frenz... Even Khafian & Sazni are back 2gether... Wen i talked wif him on da phone, mii jk ard, he was so angry... Usually, not tt angry, but now different... Guess, im all alone now... I can onli rely on mii, myself...
Dis izzit... My last entry.... Any last words??? THANKS
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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Friday, March 10, 2006
♥ A Nobody
2dae is my off dae... Finally get some well deserve rest after workin so long dis whole week... Workin in da mornin as well in da afternoon... Get abt onli a few hrs of rest b4 goin 2 work agn... Sigh...
Well, my head is spinnin like crazy... Dunnoe y but been thinkin lately... Abt my life, poly, work n many more... Sometimes how i wish all could just solve by itself... How i wish i cld find all da solution 2 all my qns... But guess tt wont happen...
Am i weak, borin, lame, stupid, clumsy and look like a small kid??? Some1 told mii tt all my frens look like grown up but i look like a small little kid... Izzit bcuz of da way i acted or da way i looked... Some say i am lame, borin... Some say im so clumsy n stupid... Ppl say tt every1 has their own special abilities... Wad are my special abilities??? Or mayb i dont hv any... Mayb wad all of dem says abt mii r true... Ive tried 2 change, but no matter how much i try, i can nvr change... I will still b da same old mii... Ive been lookin at myself in da mirror... Da clothes tt i usually wear... I look like a nerd... Im not cool nor am i hensem... I look stupid... I bought myself a slingbag... N i think i look so stupid wearin it... ARGH!!!! Y was i born dis way??? I hate my life rite now... It sux... Guess no 1 will noe how i am feelin... No 1 ever do... Ppl hu noe mii, even my family, do not noe how im feelin rite now... Dey will say its a joke or im jst wanna attract attention... Talkin bullshit... Guess no 1 understands... Ive got no 1 2 talked 2, no 1 i trust tt much, no 1... Think its true, Im a nobody....
Workin so hard, everydae... Reason cuz i wanna keep myself occupy.... How i wish something gd happens 2 mii, but very unlikely... Everything happens 4 a reason... But da qns is, y must it happen 2 mii...
Well, my head is spinnin like crazy... Dunnoe y but been thinkin lately... Abt my life, poly, work n many more... Sometimes how i wish all could just solve by itself... How i wish i cld find all da solution 2 all my qns... But guess tt wont happen...
Am i weak, borin, lame, stupid, clumsy and look like a small kid??? Some1 told mii tt all my frens look like grown up but i look like a small little kid... Izzit bcuz of da way i acted or da way i looked... Some say i am lame, borin... Some say im so clumsy n stupid... Ppl say tt every1 has their own special abilities... Wad are my special abilities??? Or mayb i dont hv any... Mayb wad all of dem says abt mii r true... Ive tried 2 change, but no matter how much i try, i can nvr change... I will still b da same old mii... Ive been lookin at myself in da mirror... Da clothes tt i usually wear... I look like a nerd... Im not cool nor am i hensem... I look stupid... I bought myself a slingbag... N i think i look so stupid wearin it... ARGH!!!! Y was i born dis way??? I hate my life rite now... It sux... Guess no 1 will noe how i am feelin... No 1 ever do... Ppl hu noe mii, even my family, do not noe how im feelin rite now... Dey will say its a joke or im jst wanna attract attention... Talkin bullshit... Guess no 1 understands... Ive got no 1 2 talked 2, no 1 i trust tt much, no 1... Think its true, Im a nobody....
Workin so hard, everydae... Reason cuz i wanna keep myself occupy.... How i wish something gd happens 2 mii, but very unlikely... Everything happens 4 a reason... But da qns is, y must it happen 2 mii...
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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Monday, March 06, 2006
♥ Wad a tiring dae...
Wad a tiring dae 2dae... Like so lazy seh i wanna go 2 work... Ytd, wen back at 11pm... Wen straight 2 slp but cldnt slp until at 2am i think... Den woke up at 8am... So early... Cuz 2dae no crew... 1 of da auntie MC... 2 new crew both nvr come... Sigh.... Den mii alone at counter... Total crew was 4... Mii at counter, 2 at kitchen n d other 1 doin transition... Transition is wen da person hv 2 clean up da machines n everything... Must b done everydae...
2dae donnoe y got alot of customer... Students some more... Wad, all nvr sch ar 2dae... Or all half dae... Dunnoe y ggot JC n some secondary sch students... Dunnoe wad dey r doin here... Some more, mii alone seh counter... Den customer like queue until near da door... Crazy... Runnig here n dere... Few crew... Cant call any1 up... Since all da auntie is dere... 1 auntie cannot cuz 2dae off.. If call den she cannot get rest... Cannot call all da other crew cuz still schling.. Sigh...
Now, dis wk like very tight seh... I hv 2 work in da mornin n in da afternoon.... Crazy... Den on sundae, got chalet, so not goin 2 come 2 work... Well, atleast i can get my well deserve rest... Hv 2 work like dis for dis whole week... Hopefully, nx wk not gonna work like dis agn cuz sch holidaes, so got alot of crew rite... If not, wah die... But wad 2 do... Just hv 2 bear wif it for now... Kk... Tts all for now... Kinda tired n sleepy... Didnt get enough rest 2dae... So take care every1...
2dae donnoe y got alot of customer... Students some more... Wad, all nvr sch ar 2dae... Or all half dae... Dunnoe y ggot JC n some secondary sch students... Dunnoe wad dey r doin here... Some more, mii alone seh counter... Den customer like queue until near da door... Crazy... Runnig here n dere... Few crew... Cant call any1 up... Since all da auntie is dere... 1 auntie cannot cuz 2dae off.. If call den she cannot get rest... Cannot call all da other crew cuz still schling.. Sigh...
Now, dis wk like very tight seh... I hv 2 work in da mornin n in da afternoon.... Crazy... Den on sundae, got chalet, so not goin 2 come 2 work... Well, atleast i can get my well deserve rest... Hv 2 work like dis for dis whole week... Hopefully, nx wk not gonna work like dis agn cuz sch holidaes, so got alot of crew rite... If not, wah die... But wad 2 do... Just hv 2 bear wif it for now... Kk... Tts all for now... Kinda tired n sleepy... Didnt get enough rest 2dae... So take care every1...
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
♥ Wad a dae...
2dae, woke up early cuz workin at 8:30am... was abit tired cuz ytd wen 2 Downtown East 2 celebrate since ive gotten into Temasek Poly under Info Com... So we eatt dere... Ytd reached hm at 12am... wow.. Late seh... I couldnt even get up... but hv 2 cuz hv 2 work... Wen i reach my work place, which is Macdonalds Elias Mall, i punch in den hv 2 become runner... It means tt i hv 2 pack Macdelivery order... Da most troublesome n worst job ever cuz afraid of missing item... N some da order can all come 5 to 10 at a time... sigh... Luckily 2dae not so bad... Mostly onli abt 4 orders comin in at 1 time... Although dere were so many customer comin in...
After tt, had my break at 2pm... So thirsty n hungry seh... After my break, was station at counter... Cuz kitchen got alot of ppl.. Kind think of it, 2dae alot of crew seh.. Some more got dis 1 crew, a chinese gal name Michelle... 2dae was her 2nd dae... She's sec 3, kinda a sweet gal... Pretty as well... She was station at Fries station... Anywae, i sure made her laugh like crazy cuz of my craziness... U noe mii... Wen im bored, i'll bcome crazy... Doin stupid stuff... LOLsss....
I wen back at 5:30pm... Bought some food hm.. Den didnt get any rest, hv 2 go out agn.. Pay bill, buy some stuff n cut my hair... My hair is damn long n i dont look great wif long hair... Like a stupid guy seh... Now, just chatting, hoping 2 chat wif some1 special... kk... tts all 4 2dae... take care every1
After tt, had my break at 2pm... So thirsty n hungry seh... After my break, was station at counter... Cuz kitchen got alot of ppl.. Kind think of it, 2dae alot of crew seh.. Some more got dis 1 crew, a chinese gal name Michelle... 2dae was her 2nd dae... She's sec 3, kinda a sweet gal... Pretty as well... She was station at Fries station... Anywae, i sure made her laugh like crazy cuz of my craziness... U noe mii... Wen im bored, i'll bcome crazy... Doin stupid stuff... LOLsss....
I wen back at 5:30pm... Bought some food hm.. Den didnt get any rest, hv 2 go out agn.. Pay bill, buy some stuff n cut my hair... My hair is damn long n i dont look great wif long hair... Like a stupid guy seh... Now, just chatting, hoping 2 chat wif some1 special... kk... tts all 4 2dae... take care every1
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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♥ Release of Poly intake
2dae is da release of da results of which poly n which course we get into... As sn as i woke up at 7:40am, da 1st thing i did was 2 on my com.... Den wen to da JAE website n check which poly course ive got into... Den it came out... I got into Temasek Poly... My course is Info-Communcations.... I called my parents, den my sis, den Nadiah... Nadiah also check it... Unfortunately, she get into Nan Yang poly... sigh... was hopin 2 b in da same poly as her... den i wen 2 check wad was da position out of da 12 courses... at 1st i thought i was da 10th placin but initally, it was da 3rd placin... my 1st n 2nd choice was BIT, 18 cut out pts... guess didnt get in... da old, da one b4 i ammend, Info-Communications was at da 10th placin... so far seh... lolsss...
anywae, i wen out n eat my breakfast at Elias Mall... den ate out at Downtown East... celebrate mar... but b4 tt, had a chat wif Andika... he also got into Temasek Poly under Biomedical Science i think... So far, mii, Andika, Raziz, Sazni & Sharifah all at Temasek Poly... Nadiah n Ashaari at Nan Yang poly... but not cfm yet though cuz Nadiah is tryin 2 appeal for a course at Temasek Poly... but now, dunnoe how it turns out... kk.. gtg now... congrats every1 n take care...
anywae, i wen out n eat my breakfast at Elias Mall... den ate out at Downtown East... celebrate mar... but b4 tt, had a chat wif Andika... he also got into Temasek Poly under Biomedical Science i think... So far, mii, Andika, Raziz, Sazni & Sharifah all at Temasek Poly... Nadiah n Ashaari at Nan Yang poly... but not cfm yet though cuz Nadiah is tryin 2 appeal for a course at Temasek Poly... but now, dunnoe how it turns out... kk.. gtg now... congrats every1 n take care...
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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