Friday, March 10, 2006
♥ A Nobody
2dae is my off dae... Finally get some well deserve rest after workin so long dis whole week... Workin in da mornin as well in da afternoon... Get abt onli a few hrs of rest b4 goin 2 work agn... Sigh...
Well, my head is spinnin like crazy... Dunnoe y but been thinkin lately... Abt my life, poly, work n many more... Sometimes how i wish all could just solve by itself... How i wish i cld find all da solution 2 all my qns... But guess tt wont happen...
Am i weak, borin, lame, stupid, clumsy and look like a small kid??? Some1 told mii tt all my frens look like grown up but i look like a small little kid... Izzit bcuz of da way i acted or da way i looked... Some say i am lame, borin... Some say im so clumsy n stupid... Ppl say tt every1 has their own special abilities... Wad are my special abilities??? Or mayb i dont hv any... Mayb wad all of dem says abt mii r true... Ive tried 2 change, but no matter how much i try, i can nvr change... I will still b da same old mii... Ive been lookin at myself in da mirror... Da clothes tt i usually wear... I look like a nerd... Im not cool nor am i hensem... I look stupid... I bought myself a slingbag... N i think i look so stupid wearin it... ARGH!!!! Y was i born dis way??? I hate my life rite now... It sux... Guess no 1 will noe how i am feelin... No 1 ever do... Ppl hu noe mii, even my family, do not noe how im feelin rite now... Dey will say its a joke or im jst wanna attract attention... Talkin bullshit... Guess no 1 understands... Ive got no 1 2 talked 2, no 1 i trust tt much, no 1... Think its true, Im a nobody....
Workin so hard, everydae... Reason cuz i wanna keep myself occupy.... How i wish something gd happens 2 mii, but very unlikely... Everything happens 4 a reason... But da qns is, y must it happen 2 mii...
Well, my head is spinnin like crazy... Dunnoe y but been thinkin lately... Abt my life, poly, work n many more... Sometimes how i wish all could just solve by itself... How i wish i cld find all da solution 2 all my qns... But guess tt wont happen...
Am i weak, borin, lame, stupid, clumsy and look like a small kid??? Some1 told mii tt all my frens look like grown up but i look like a small little kid... Izzit bcuz of da way i acted or da way i looked... Some say i am lame, borin... Some say im so clumsy n stupid... Ppl say tt every1 has their own special abilities... Wad are my special abilities??? Or mayb i dont hv any... Mayb wad all of dem says abt mii r true... Ive tried 2 change, but no matter how much i try, i can nvr change... I will still b da same old mii... Ive been lookin at myself in da mirror... Da clothes tt i usually wear... I look like a nerd... Im not cool nor am i hensem... I look stupid... I bought myself a slingbag... N i think i look so stupid wearin it... ARGH!!!! Y was i born dis way??? I hate my life rite now... It sux... Guess no 1 will noe how i am feelin... No 1 ever do... Ppl hu noe mii, even my family, do not noe how im feelin rite now... Dey will say its a joke or im jst wanna attract attention... Talkin bullshit... Guess no 1 understands... Ive got no 1 2 talked 2, no 1 i trust tt much, no 1... Think its true, Im a nobody....
Workin so hard, everydae... Reason cuz i wanna keep myself occupy.... How i wish something gd happens 2 mii, but very unlikely... Everything happens 4 a reason... But da qns is, y must it happen 2 mii...
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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