Wednesday, March 15, 2006
♥ Fresh New Start
Ive been bz dis past few daes... N 2dae, my dad is sick... Wen 2 da hospital just now... Da doctor couldnt find anything wrong wif him though, so we went back hm... Last saturday had a chalet 2 celebrate my cousin's bdae as well as 2 celebrate mii goin into tp... But i didnt feel any excitement at all... At night, every1 was slping except 4 my cousin n his frenz... I was all alone wif nth 2 do, just sit ard n look at da sky, thinkin... Sundae wen 2 my uncle hse 2 celebrate his son's bdae... Guess im alone 2 cuz nth 2 talked abt... My uncle though make fun of mii... But didnt feel fun at all... Monday work da whole dae, from mornin till 11pm... Ytd worked in da afternoon, b4 droppin by 2 Eileen hse 2 give her my present... Den i wish Sharifah a bdae wish n chat 4 a while abt poly...
These past few daes, i feel lonely... Like no 1 2 talked 2... Lovin a gal hu dont love mii... Cant worked anymore... Confused... Guess its true wad dey said tt im a lamer, lazy, weak, stupid, clumsy n many more... I wanna stop bloggin 4 now... 2 much things 2 say but all no use... No 1 readin it, helpin mii solve my probs or wad... I just type wad i feel here 4 da sake of bloggin often... Wanna make a fresh new start at poly... Meetin new frenz... Even Khafian & Sazni are back 2gether... Wen i talked wif him on da phone, mii jk ard, he was so angry... Usually, not tt angry, but now different... Guess, im all alone now... I can onli rely on mii, myself...
Dis izzit... My last entry.... Any last words??? THANKS
These past few daes, i feel lonely... Like no 1 2 talked 2... Lovin a gal hu dont love mii... Cant worked anymore... Confused... Guess its true wad dey said tt im a lamer, lazy, weak, stupid, clumsy n many more... I wanna stop bloggin 4 now... 2 much things 2 say but all no use... No 1 readin it, helpin mii solve my probs or wad... I just type wad i feel here 4 da sake of bloggin often... Wanna make a fresh new start at poly... Meetin new frenz... Even Khafian & Sazni are back 2gether... Wen i talked wif him on da phone, mii jk ard, he was so angry... Usually, not tt angry, but now different... Guess, im all alone now... I can onli rely on mii, myself...
Dis izzit... My last entry.... Any last words??? THANKS
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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