Thursday, November 06, 2008
♥ Problems
The past few days have been quite ok for me. Nothing much happen during the past few days. Lesson has been very slack as always. But the thing is recently, ive been trying to deal with afew problems at hand.
1st problem is about my CCA. I feel like evern though im a main committee of ESC but i feel that i'm not a main committee at all seh. Its like in camp i still feel like im only a sub-comm. Sigh, forget it. I rather concentrate on my other things like IES and my Sayang den thinking of dis.
2nd problem involves my Sayang. Not that we r facing problems now but juz tt she is facing da problem. N it hurts me 2 c her cry, 2 c her being hurt. Although i will always b dere to comfort her but it still hurts 2 c her cry wen she talks abt da issue. I cant reallie say much in here r cuz ive alrdy made a promise to her tt i wont get myself involve in dis matter although im alrdy am seeing tt i feel tt im da reason 2 wad is happening 2 her r. Sigh. My philosopy on loving a gal has been like dis always: "Even though i love a gal so much, but doesnt mean tt gal has 2 be by my side. As long as da gal is happy, i am. If da gal is hurt or sad, den i will always b dere 4 her to comfort her and try my very best to make her happy". Bottomline is, i sld b happy 4 her instead of telling ppl how hurt i am ect. My sec sch classmates also sld noe abt me liking a gal last time... But anywaes, i hope ho ever involve is reading dis. Plz try 2 understand. Shes still a human being wif feelins. The way she is being treated is rather unfair. Its better to like sit down n hv a gd long chat rathen then letting it drag. Im not finding fault wif any1, juz tt i hate 2 c ppl gettin hurt here n dere. I reallie hope dis matter can resolve ASAP, cuz i dun wan sth 2 happen tt can be regretful to any1. Dun bcuz of dis matter, da frenship u all had juz end like tt. Hope every1 can understand dis.
To my Sayang, jgn sedih2 okies. I akan sentiasa berdiri di sebelah u. Aper2 masalah u ader, do blg i. I akan sentiasa cuba sedaya upaya i tuk tlg u. i harap u akan sentiasa stay happy always. i tahu ur facing alot of problems now, so i harap u jgn feel 2 stress out ok Sayang. i Sayangkn u sgt sgt, dan i tak nk u rasa sedih kks. i lebih rela kalao i yg rasa hurt instead of u. i juz nk u stay happy always. i ader promise u yg i tk kn get involve in dis, n i akan hold 2 tt promise juz 4 u. dan i minta maaf kat u kalao psl i, ni semua happen. i also nk minta maaf kat semua org yg involve jgk. IM TRULY VERY SORRY EVERYONE. I harap this thing dpt resolve dgn secepat mungkin. So b strong okies Sayang.
1st problem is about my CCA. I feel like evern though im a main committee of ESC but i feel that i'm not a main committee at all seh. Its like in camp i still feel like im only a sub-comm. Sigh, forget it. I rather concentrate on my other things like IES and my Sayang den thinking of dis.
2nd problem involves my Sayang. Not that we r facing problems now but juz tt she is facing da problem. N it hurts me 2 c her cry, 2 c her being hurt. Although i will always b dere to comfort her but it still hurts 2 c her cry wen she talks abt da issue. I cant reallie say much in here r cuz ive alrdy made a promise to her tt i wont get myself involve in dis matter although im alrdy am seeing tt i feel tt im da reason 2 wad is happening 2 her r. Sigh. My philosopy on loving a gal has been like dis always: "Even though i love a gal so much, but doesnt mean tt gal has 2 be by my side. As long as da gal is happy, i am. If da gal is hurt or sad, den i will always b dere 4 her to comfort her and try my very best to make her happy". Bottomline is, i sld b happy 4 her instead of telling ppl how hurt i am ect. My sec sch classmates also sld noe abt me liking a gal last time... But anywaes, i hope ho ever involve is reading dis. Plz try 2 understand. Shes still a human being wif feelins. The way she is being treated is rather unfair. Its better to like sit down n hv a gd long chat rathen then letting it drag. Im not finding fault wif any1, juz tt i hate 2 c ppl gettin hurt here n dere. I reallie hope dis matter can resolve ASAP, cuz i dun wan sth 2 happen tt can be regretful to any1. Dun bcuz of dis matter, da frenship u all had juz end like tt. Hope every1 can understand dis.
To my Sayang, jgn sedih2 okies. I akan sentiasa berdiri di sebelah u. Aper2 masalah u ader, do blg i. I akan sentiasa cuba sedaya upaya i tuk tlg u. i harap u akan sentiasa stay happy always. i tahu ur facing alot of problems now, so i harap u jgn feel 2 stress out ok Sayang. i Sayangkn u sgt sgt, dan i tak nk u rasa sedih kks. i lebih rela kalao i yg rasa hurt instead of u. i juz nk u stay happy always. i ader promise u yg i tk kn get involve in dis, n i akan hold 2 tt promise juz 4 u. dan i minta maaf kat u kalao psl i, ni semua happen. i also nk minta maaf kat semua org yg involve jgk. IM TRULY VERY SORRY EVERYONE. I harap this thing dpt resolve dgn secepat mungkin. So b strong okies Sayang.
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