Thursday, March 22, 2007
♥ Sick & Dreams
Ive been sick for 1 wk now... I guess nobody noes tt im reallie sick rite now bcuz i juz shut myslef out from da world... Ive been lying on my bed, watchin dvd and tv... I didnt even wan 2 surf on da com until 2dae... I hate bein sick... But sometime si guess bein sick helps mii 2 think straight... I sure hv been thinkin alot... Thinkin of her 2...
Theres a few ppl hu commented tt i sld wake up... I sld waku up from dis dream of mine... But i dun wan 2 wake up... I dun wan dis dream of mine 2 end... I juz wan 2 life in dis dream of mine forever... Some ppl said tt my feelins 4 her is pure... Well, it is... Even rite now, even wen physically shes not her wif mii but i cld feel her inside of mii... In my heart, in my mind... I even dream of her durin my slp... A dream tt i felt real n i didnt want 2 wake up... I juz feel like i wan 2 juz keep on dreamin, nvr 2 wake up... Cuz onli in my dream can i win her heart...
I luv her so much... Sometimes, i envy my other fren hu r close 2 her as well... I envy dem so much tt juz by readin her blog makes mii so angry n frustrated... Sigh... I juz cant live on my life like dis anymore... I juz feel like givin up, n let everything go but i cldnt... I watch a show tt is exactly like mii, exactly like wad im livin thru rite now... In da show, da endin 4 dis guy turns out well... As usual, all movies end wif a happy ending... I wish my lfe is like a movie, n im da director... If tt da case, den defintely it wld b a happy endin... But unfortunately, i can onli direct my own life like a movie onli in my dreams... But even so, bcuz of dreams, it keeps mii goin... It makes mii wanna realise my dream no matter wad, even if i hv 2 sacrifice everything tt i hv work hard 4... I wld do tt 4 her... All i wan is 2 win her heart...
Theres a few ppl hu commented tt i sld wake up... I sld waku up from dis dream of mine... But i dun wan 2 wake up... I dun wan dis dream of mine 2 end... I juz wan 2 life in dis dream of mine forever... Some ppl said tt my feelins 4 her is pure... Well, it is... Even rite now, even wen physically shes not her wif mii but i cld feel her inside of mii... In my heart, in my mind... I even dream of her durin my slp... A dream tt i felt real n i didnt want 2 wake up... I juz feel like i wan 2 juz keep on dreamin, nvr 2 wake up... Cuz onli in my dream can i win her heart...
I luv her so much... Sometimes, i envy my other fren hu r close 2 her as well... I envy dem so much tt juz by readin her blog makes mii so angry n frustrated... Sigh... I juz cant live on my life like dis anymore... I juz feel like givin up, n let everything go but i cldnt... I watch a show tt is exactly like mii, exactly like wad im livin thru rite now... In da show, da endin 4 dis guy turns out well... As usual, all movies end wif a happy ending... I wish my lfe is like a movie, n im da director... If tt da case, den defintely it wld b a happy endin... But unfortunately, i can onli direct my own life like a movie onli in my dreams... But even so, bcuz of dreams, it keeps mii goin... It makes mii wanna realise my dream no matter wad, even if i hv 2 sacrifice everything tt i hv work hard 4... I wld do tt 4 her... All i wan is 2 win her heart...
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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