Friday, March 09, 2007
♥ Da ans i was lookin 4
2dae im suppose 2 go 4 da GL Meetin in sch at 1pm but didnt go... Tts bcuz i wanna spent time wif my lil cousin and her family... We wen swimmin at Jurong Swimming Complex... Although its far, but got car, so nvm... N its much much more better den Wild Wild Wet and way cheaper to... Woke up at 9am, ate breakfast n got ready... Den wen off... Sent my dad to Tampines 1st, so i drop off at Pasir Ris Central to ask whether my grandmother wanted 2 tag along or not...
My grandmother was sick... Had a fever... So i wen back down n 2 my surprise, i saw her... I saw my dream gal n her name is Nadiah Jamallodin... She was goin 2 da beach bcuz she was abit angry... In my heart, i was delighted 2 c her... Den wen i found out tt she was havin probs, i was like damn... I feel like juz hack care wif da swimmin trip n go 2 da beach wif her... B dere 2 listen 2 all her probs and try 2 help her out... But i didnt do it... At tt time 2 i wanted 2 hug her... I dunnoe y i juz feel like i wanted 2 hug her but didnt had da guts 2 do it... I hear her probs out 4 a while den damn, my uncle came... He was fast, if onli i had afew more mins wif her wld b gr8... So had 2 go off n leave her alone... Damn, my heart was in pain seein her like tt... I sure miss her smile n laughter...
While drivin 2 Jurong Swimmin Complex, i msg her to noe how she was doin... She sounded fine, but dunnoe y i juz felt like shes not... Sigh, i dunnoe y, juz a feelin... Onli den did i knew tt da ans tt i was lookin 4 was rite infront of my face... Ytd, a gal once said how fast a guy's feelins cld change... N now i truly noe how im feelin rite now... Da reason 2 my change of heart was due to desperation 4 a gf... Now i noe tt i dun wan a gf anymore... I dun wan 2 find luv anymore... All i wan is 2 b dere for Nadiah wen shes down, wen she nds some1... Tts all tt i wan... If u r askin whether will i wait 4 her, i guess i will... Dis conversation i had wif her was da key 2 da ans:
Saidil: Nad, sorrie i cldnt b dere 4 u... I wanted 2 hug u cuz u do nd a hug juz now but nvr...
Hang on dere okies... Anythin call mii
Nadiah: Ya. Itz ok anewae. I wld b fine aft dis k. Nice bumpin into u juz now. Haf fun swimmin!
Saidil: N it was nice bumping in2 u... I finally found da ans tt i was lookin 4... Thx
Nadiah: Wad is it?
Saidil: A gal once asked mii, wad r my feelins rite now... I cldnt ans her den cuz my feelins r all
over the place... Now i do hv da ans
Nadiah: Hmz?
Saidil: I now noe tt my feelins is 4 u, 2 help u, 2 b dere 4 u... N ive made a decision 2 wait 4 u
still... I guess last time i was desperate 4 a gf now im not
Nadiah: Ohk. Bt u do noe dat it wun happen rite? Im so sori abt dat. Sigh. Newae u sld
concentrate on ur fam now. Aite? Tc
Saidil: I noe it wun happen but atleast i can b dere 4 u as a fren
Nadiah: Yup u can..
Saidil: N tts all tt i wan in return... 2 b dere 4 u as a fren...
After tt, i kept on thinkin of her durin da journey 2 Jurong Swimmin Complex... Reached dere, wen in, change clothes n started swimmin... I had a fun time wif my lil cousin, but at da same time, wen i was like lyin down, i kept on thinkin of da gd old times i had wif her durin sec sch... It was fun n gr8 n those memories i will always keep it close 2 my heart... Den after da swimmin wen 2 eat den wanted 2 go 2 da IT Show at Suntec but since dere wasnt any parkin place, we decided 2 go hm... My mind n thoughts rite now is feel wif her smile, her laughter n memories of her tt i hv... Wen i c da show called "My Heart", its like directly da same thing except tt deres 2 guys n i gal... Wld da outcome b like da show, "My Heart"??? I truly dunnoe... Here's da song from the show "My Heart"... Da lyrics is meaninful 2 mii...
My grandmother was sick... Had a fever... So i wen back down n 2 my surprise, i saw her... I saw my dream gal n her name is Nadiah Jamallodin... She was goin 2 da beach bcuz she was abit angry... In my heart, i was delighted 2 c her... Den wen i found out tt she was havin probs, i was like damn... I feel like juz hack care wif da swimmin trip n go 2 da beach wif her... B dere 2 listen 2 all her probs and try 2 help her out... But i didnt do it... At tt time 2 i wanted 2 hug her... I dunnoe y i juz feel like i wanted 2 hug her but didnt had da guts 2 do it... I hear her probs out 4 a while den damn, my uncle came... He was fast, if onli i had afew more mins wif her wld b gr8... So had 2 go off n leave her alone... Damn, my heart was in pain seein her like tt... I sure miss her smile n laughter...
While drivin 2 Jurong Swimmin Complex, i msg her to noe how she was doin... She sounded fine, but dunnoe y i juz felt like shes not... Sigh, i dunnoe y, juz a feelin... Onli den did i knew tt da ans tt i was lookin 4 was rite infront of my face... Ytd, a gal once said how fast a guy's feelins cld change... N now i truly noe how im feelin rite now... Da reason 2 my change of heart was due to desperation 4 a gf... Now i noe tt i dun wan a gf anymore... I dun wan 2 find luv anymore... All i wan is 2 b dere for Nadiah wen shes down, wen she nds some1... Tts all tt i wan... If u r askin whether will i wait 4 her, i guess i will... Dis conversation i had wif her was da key 2 da ans:
Saidil: Nad, sorrie i cldnt b dere 4 u... I wanted 2 hug u cuz u do nd a hug juz now but nvr...
Hang on dere okies... Anythin call mii
Nadiah: Ya. Itz ok anewae. I wld b fine aft dis k. Nice bumpin into u juz now. Haf fun swimmin!
Saidil: N it was nice bumping in2 u... I finally found da ans tt i was lookin 4... Thx
Nadiah: Wad is it?
Saidil: A gal once asked mii, wad r my feelins rite now... I cldnt ans her den cuz my feelins r all
over the place... Now i do hv da ans
Nadiah: Hmz?
Saidil: I now noe tt my feelins is 4 u, 2 help u, 2 b dere 4 u... N ive made a decision 2 wait 4 u
still... I guess last time i was desperate 4 a gf now im not
Nadiah: Ohk. Bt u do noe dat it wun happen rite? Im so sori abt dat. Sigh. Newae u sld
concentrate on ur fam now. Aite? Tc
Saidil: I noe it wun happen but atleast i can b dere 4 u as a fren
Nadiah: Yup u can..
Saidil: N tts all tt i wan in return... 2 b dere 4 u as a fren...
After tt, i kept on thinkin of her durin da journey 2 Jurong Swimmin Complex... Reached dere, wen in, change clothes n started swimmin... I had a fun time wif my lil cousin, but at da same time, wen i was like lyin down, i kept on thinkin of da gd old times i had wif her durin sec sch... It was fun n gr8 n those memories i will always keep it close 2 my heart... Den after da swimmin wen 2 eat den wanted 2 go 2 da IT Show at Suntec but since dere wasnt any parkin place, we decided 2 go hm... My mind n thoughts rite now is feel wif her smile, her laughter n memories of her tt i hv... Wen i c da show called "My Heart", its like directly da same thing except tt deres 2 guys n i gal... Wld da outcome b like da show, "My Heart"??? I truly dunnoe... Here's da song from the show "My Heart"... Da lyrics is meaninful 2 mii...
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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