Saturday, October 21, 2006

1st day started at 8pm... I was suppose 2 meet up wif Carol & Zi Hui 4 dinner but i cld make it... Den i go asked Amanda join us also, den wen she came, she felt awkward cuz she didnt noe dem at all... I was so paiseh wen dey all told mii abt da dinner... IM SO SORRIE... I make it up 2 u all 1 day... We all wen inside da LT 31.. Had our breifing... Da briefin was abit confusing though... Heres da thing.. Mii & my gprmates was suppose 2 b in charge of MTN M651... But den Risky n his grpmates was put incharge of MTN M651... So i was put incharge of MTN M655... Den dey told mii tt MTN M655 haven been form yet or sth... Dey say tt Mechatronics class onli consist of 4 classes onli... So mii n my grp was put into stand by... We had 2 follow wad Xin Long, our Dip Head says... After da briefin, we all wen 2 our slping bunk... Den we all wen 2 go eat dinner outside wif da whole grp of us + da XO's... After tt, da whole lot wen back... Onli left mii & Ilias 2 accompany Kumar eat... We sure chat alot... Abt both mii n Ilias probs on our dad.... Kumar was laughin cuz he find tt our dad r like funny or sth... LOLsss.... Den off 2 7-Eleven 2 but cigarrate & battery 4 Xin Long... After tt, we wen back sch... Go chit chat at gf at ECS Room... We laugh alot, talk alot of relationship probs faces by Ilias & Kumar... Den after da talk, met wif 1 other guy n Kumar... Den we wen outside 2 eat... Den wen back sch n go 4 a mornin jog at da sports complex track... After tt took a shower n off for our 2nd dae...

Quickly took a bath n off 2 da LT 31 for our briefin... I was late 4 a few mins though... Den after da briefin, off 2 change to shoes cuz some were wearin slippers... Met up wif Ash, 1 of our XO's n off 2 da auditorium... Reached dere, onli 2-3 freshies arrived already... So we, da Energiex juz walked ard n chit chat wif da freshies... Alot of freshies came 4 da oct orientation... Mostly r from ETCM... As expected... After dey reached dere, da thing started... Dey suppose 2 hv a talk n some performance... Da performance was gr8 but da talk was damn borin n slppy... But got 1 funny thing happen... I sat at MTN (Mechatronics) seat... I sat behind da freshies... Den got 1 freshies came in n sat beside mii... He said tt da tcher were bull shit n talkin crap... He said da whole thing was boring... Den wen da thing was over, he was shocked tt a mentor asked 4 mii... So i said tt im also a mentor... hewas like so stun... He thought i was an ITE student... LOLsss... But bastard seh he thought mii from ITE... LOLsss.... After tt, we bring every1 2 dier respective classrm... We suppose 2 hv lunch or sth... Den dey had deir talk wif deir Care Person... It was damn long n draggy... Den had lunch... After tt da whole class tooka pic wif dier CP... Ahmad was our Head Mentor... He had 2 collect money 4 da books, tool box & pics ect... We onli helped out onli wen Ahmad asked 4 help... After tt, dey played Ice-Breaking games... I wen outside 2 smoke due 2 some stupid n selfish reason which i will say at da last paragraph... Anywae, after i came back, dey combine classes wif FDM... Den we teach dem cheers n at da same time... Den off 2 da Amazing Race... N finally do da Mass Dance... End at ard 7pm... Had debriefin at LT 31... We ate 1st b4 goin inside da LT... Den off 2 bath n played some games... We played poker, tie-ti, 21 & bluff... We ate outside... Although we had 2 wait 4 da rest of da XO's 2 finish dier meeting... By tt time already 12am sia... Den after we eat outside, wen back sch n chit-chat wif Ilias... We sat at block 10.. Eat Maggee & drink Coke at 4am... Den came Khalid, Farhan n 1 more guy dunnoe wads his name... LOLsss....

Da camp overall was gr8... But my performance waa SUX... I was blur.. I dunnoe wad im suppose 2 do... N i was abit dissapointed wen i didnt get 2 lead a class... It was a dumb thing cuz i was stupid enuf 2 believe tt i can actually lead a class... How can i lead a class wen i can even lead afew ppl... I was da sub-mentor... I was suppose 2 helped Ahmad.. But i juz stood dere... I onli helped him wen he asked 4 help from us... Another thing was tt i didnt intro myself 2 da class... I was like so quite, dunnoe wad 2 do n wad 2 say... Fuckin mii... Den i was like so demoralise... So i wen out 2 smoke... While smokin, i was like saying 2 myslef... Wad was i doin?? Y am i so selfish?? Wads so gr8 abt leading a class?? So i had 2 change my mindset... No more thinkin of power or rank or anything... I juz think of goin crazy... Den wen i wen back 2 class, i was bit slow but after gettin da hang of it, i took over n did da cheers... Do like crazy n all... Den wen Gay said gd job, i was like.... Ya rite... More like shit sia my performance... 2nd dae also... Wen Ahmad was late, i was like dunnoe wad im suppose 2 do n say... Eileen asked mii 2 interace n entertain da class, but i was like so dumb n blur sia... Den Eileen bring mii outside n talked one-on-one wif mii... From dere on, i wen crazy agn, did da cheers n tryin 2 hype up da class... damn, i was pathetic... N Gay wanted mii 2 become FA... Kumar sayin im da diamond tt haven been polished yet... Can i do it, i told myself... Can i head 2 dier expectation of mii... Or am i gonna be a dissapointment 2 dem... Onli God noes how im feelin rite now... But i think its better tt i juz do wad im suppose 2 do n let nature take it course... No matter wad happens, happens... Lastly b4 i go off, i wld like 2 thank every1 for makin da camp a succesful, fun, n gr8 camp... THX 2 ALL DA XO'S, PROGRAM, SUB-COM, ADMIN, ENERGIEX, FRESHIES & every1 hu i haven mention yet... THANK U!!!! 3 CHEERS N 3 CHEERS FOR EVERY1!!!!!!! HIP HIP HOOOOOOORRRRRRAAAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!! HIP HIP HOOOOORRRRRRRRAAAAAAYYYYYY!!!!!!! HIP HIP HOOOOOOOORRRRRAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!!!!!