Monday, August 28, 2006
♥ Back Again
IM BACK AGAIN!!!! hehe... Well, finish my 1st semester for the 1st yr of poly life... Quite ok so far... Had my exams last friday n today... 2 papers onli.. hehe... Maths & Engineering Fundamentals... Well, i sld say tt i can pass da paper... My whole project was gr8... So far about poly life has been gr8... Goin out wif my chinese classmates... Studyin 2gether, skipping lecturer 2gether, eating 2gether ect... Gr8 2 hv dem as my frenz...
Chat wif 2 of my frenz, old frenz from Siglap... She was piss off at mii cuz of how ive changed... Well, da thing is i can & prefer to click wif chinese frenz cuz dey r gr8 n fun 2 be wif n work wif... Well, i dunnoe y but i can reallie click wif my mly frenz tt much... I noe ive changed, but deres a limit 2 my change rite... Its not like ive becomin a rwody or sth... Juz abit different from last time... Yes ive started smokin, drinkin, betting ect... But isnt it normal??? Other ppl do tt as well, so y cant i... Cuz ur always think tt im decent, tt i wont do tt stuff... I hate bein decent, i hate bein myself... Cant i change 2 some1 else tt i like, tt i prefer... U noe as well as i do tt i don like my life wen i was in pri sch... Tts y i nvr did rmb things from pri sch... N now, i hate my sec life as well.. Many things hv happen cuz i was too soft... Ive been bullied upon, laugh upon ect.... N I HATE MY CLASSMATES FROM SEC 1C... I was slapped by Hidayat, so i reported tt 2 da tcher... Hidayat was called, n was 2 undergo a canning... I was expected tt my classmates was my side, but i was wrong... Damn wrong... Dey called mii names calling mii ANAK BAPAK... N even said tt i was wrong n bad 2 do tt 2 Hidayat... WTF!!!!!!.... I HAD ENUF OF ALL DIS NONSENSE... I HAD ENUF OF BEIN DECENT N NICE.... All tt juz won get mii anywhere in life... Its time tt i step up, do things i wanna do.... Don even care of da consequences... Im sick of dis fuckin, stupid, decent life tt i hv... Its time 4 a change... I hope u respect tt...
Chat wif 2 of my frenz, old frenz from Siglap... She was piss off at mii cuz of how ive changed... Well, da thing is i can & prefer to click wif chinese frenz cuz dey r gr8 n fun 2 be wif n work wif... Well, i dunnoe y but i can reallie click wif my mly frenz tt much... I noe ive changed, but deres a limit 2 my change rite... Its not like ive becomin a rwody or sth... Juz abit different from last time... Yes ive started smokin, drinkin, betting ect... But isnt it normal??? Other ppl do tt as well, so y cant i... Cuz ur always think tt im decent, tt i wont do tt stuff... I hate bein decent, i hate bein myself... Cant i change 2 some1 else tt i like, tt i prefer... U noe as well as i do tt i don like my life wen i was in pri sch... Tts y i nvr did rmb things from pri sch... N now, i hate my sec life as well.. Many things hv happen cuz i was too soft... Ive been bullied upon, laugh upon ect.... N I HATE MY CLASSMATES FROM SEC 1C... I was slapped by Hidayat, so i reported tt 2 da tcher... Hidayat was called, n was 2 undergo a canning... I was expected tt my classmates was my side, but i was wrong... Damn wrong... Dey called mii names calling mii ANAK BAPAK... N even said tt i was wrong n bad 2 do tt 2 Hidayat... WTF!!!!!!.... I HAD ENUF OF ALL DIS NONSENSE... I HAD ENUF OF BEIN DECENT N NICE.... All tt juz won get mii anywhere in life... Its time tt i step up, do things i wanna do.... Don even care of da consequences... Im sick of dis fuckin, stupid, decent life tt i hv... Its time 4 a change... I hope u respect tt...
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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