Thursday, August 31, 2006
♥ Bored
Im like so bored 2dae... Nth 2 do... Da wheater sux... WTF... Been raining all day... I wanna go out also lazy, n some more its raining... Woke up at 10am... Thx 2 Sazni... He called mii askin mii whether im goin back 2 sch or not... Obviously im not, 2 lazy 2 meet my Ex-Siglapians frenz... Oh well... After tt wen back 2 slp n woke up agn at 1pm... Took a bath n watch tv... Now, deres not even a gd show 2 watch... So boring... Im online at MSN rite now, guess every1's bz, since most of my frenz r offline... Sian... Im like so bored, wad can i do... Thought of going 2 TM or Compass Point 2 meet my fren mayb... Go out mayb... Kindda boring staying at home... Sigh...
Let mii c, its been a long time since ive last meet n chat wif Nadiah, Khafian n all... But i aint feeling anything rite now... I noe if changed, but hu give da FUCK abt wad other ppl think... I dun care wad ppl think anymore... Wad matters is tt im happy wif da way i am rite now... I dun care wad ppl say abt mii smokin, drinkin, betting ect... Im happy, so y sld i listen 2 wad others told mii not 2 do, n wad 2 do... Im sick of hearing wad ppl say... Dis time, im leading my own life, w/o listenin 2 wad ppl say... I guess im angry abt sth... Sth tt concerns mii da most... But hu cares rite... HU CARES....
Let mii c, its been a long time since ive last meet n chat wif Nadiah, Khafian n all... But i aint feeling anything rite now... I noe if changed, but hu give da FUCK abt wad other ppl think... I dun care wad ppl think anymore... Wad matters is tt im happy wif da way i am rite now... I dun care wad ppl say abt mii smokin, drinkin, betting ect... Im happy, so y sld i listen 2 wad others told mii not 2 do, n wad 2 do... Im sick of hearing wad ppl say... Dis time, im leading my own life, w/o listenin 2 wad ppl say... I guess im angry abt sth... Sth tt concerns mii da most... But hu cares rite... HU CARES....
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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Monday, August 28, 2006
♥ Back Again
IM BACK AGAIN!!!! hehe... Well, finish my 1st semester for the 1st yr of poly life... Quite ok so far... Had my exams last friday n today... 2 papers onli.. hehe... Maths & Engineering Fundamentals... Well, i sld say tt i can pass da paper... My whole project was gr8... So far about poly life has been gr8... Goin out wif my chinese classmates... Studyin 2gether, skipping lecturer 2gether, eating 2gether ect... Gr8 2 hv dem as my frenz...
Chat wif 2 of my frenz, old frenz from Siglap... She was piss off at mii cuz of how ive changed... Well, da thing is i can & prefer to click wif chinese frenz cuz dey r gr8 n fun 2 be wif n work wif... Well, i dunnoe y but i can reallie click wif my mly frenz tt much... I noe ive changed, but deres a limit 2 my change rite... Its not like ive becomin a rwody or sth... Juz abit different from last time... Yes ive started smokin, drinkin, betting ect... But isnt it normal??? Other ppl do tt as well, so y cant i... Cuz ur always think tt im decent, tt i wont do tt stuff... I hate bein decent, i hate bein myself... Cant i change 2 some1 else tt i like, tt i prefer... U noe as well as i do tt i don like my life wen i was in pri sch... Tts y i nvr did rmb things from pri sch... N now, i hate my sec life as well.. Many things hv happen cuz i was too soft... Ive been bullied upon, laugh upon ect.... N I HATE MY CLASSMATES FROM SEC 1C... I was slapped by Hidayat, so i reported tt 2 da tcher... Hidayat was called, n was 2 undergo a canning... I was expected tt my classmates was my side, but i was wrong... Damn wrong... Dey called mii names calling mii ANAK BAPAK... N even said tt i was wrong n bad 2 do tt 2 Hidayat... WTF!!!!!!.... I HAD ENUF OF ALL DIS NONSENSE... I HAD ENUF OF BEIN DECENT N NICE.... All tt juz won get mii anywhere in life... Its time tt i step up, do things i wanna do.... Don even care of da consequences... Im sick of dis fuckin, stupid, decent life tt i hv... Its time 4 a change... I hope u respect tt...
Chat wif 2 of my frenz, old frenz from Siglap... She was piss off at mii cuz of how ive changed... Well, da thing is i can & prefer to click wif chinese frenz cuz dey r gr8 n fun 2 be wif n work wif... Well, i dunnoe y but i can reallie click wif my mly frenz tt much... I noe ive changed, but deres a limit 2 my change rite... Its not like ive becomin a rwody or sth... Juz abit different from last time... Yes ive started smokin, drinkin, betting ect... But isnt it normal??? Other ppl do tt as well, so y cant i... Cuz ur always think tt im decent, tt i wont do tt stuff... I hate bein decent, i hate bein myself... Cant i change 2 some1 else tt i like, tt i prefer... U noe as well as i do tt i don like my life wen i was in pri sch... Tts y i nvr did rmb things from pri sch... N now, i hate my sec life as well.. Many things hv happen cuz i was too soft... Ive been bullied upon, laugh upon ect.... N I HATE MY CLASSMATES FROM SEC 1C... I was slapped by Hidayat, so i reported tt 2 da tcher... Hidayat was called, n was 2 undergo a canning... I was expected tt my classmates was my side, but i was wrong... Damn wrong... Dey called mii names calling mii ANAK BAPAK... N even said tt i was wrong n bad 2 do tt 2 Hidayat... WTF!!!!!!.... I HAD ENUF OF ALL DIS NONSENSE... I HAD ENUF OF BEIN DECENT N NICE.... All tt juz won get mii anywhere in life... Its time tt i step up, do things i wanna do.... Don even care of da consequences... Im sick of dis fuckin, stupid, decent life tt i hv... Its time 4 a change... I hope u respect tt...
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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