Sunday, October 09, 2005
♥ My life is shrewed ppl!!!!! wad should i do????
2dae i couldnt sleep... after i woke up at 4:30am 2 eat, i couldnt sleep... so at 8:30am i just play some games and watch cartoon after a long time i nvr watch it... at 1:30pm, i wen out... go 2 Paya Lebar, gonna meet my auntie n sis.... my auntie gonna buy mii my Hari Raya baju kurong.... every yr she will always buy 4 mii... considered it as an advance bdae present lar... just bought my baju kurong at 2nd Chance City Plaza.... at City Plaza, deres alot of Thailand ppl... feel like we're in Golden Mile.... anwyae, once dere, pick a baju kurong, n try it den buy it... fast n furious cuz got alot of ppl... fortunately 4 mii, still got my size.... last 1... phew.... cant believe tt its just da 5th day of da fasting mth, n alot of da smaller size is out of stock... unbelieveable..... luckily i came a buy early if not.... den wen i went back, i saw my old time pri sch fren... didnt approached him actually, just saw him tts all... his physical apperance is still da same like last time... i dont even noe whether he's in Poly or ITE or JC or still in sec sch like mii.... i should hv talk 2 him, but i was afraid tt he didnt recognise mii... back in pri sch, he was so "gembeng"... always cry n cry, n easily kena bully.... i was considered his best fren but sometimes i also make him cry... not always though.... i was shocked seeing him... hes different now... very different... not like da old time... i saw all my frenz changed... some bcome worst, some bcome better.... as 4 mii, im still da same person, stuck in dis life of mine.... im sick of dis life... y cant i also change like normal ppl???? sigh!!!!!! i wonder if i can ever change....i c my fren r getting better, happier, livelier n as 4 mii, my life is gettin worser n worser by dis moment... dey go out, dey can do dis, dey can do tt, dey can do wat ever dey want n as 4 mii, stuck here like bein in a prison.... cant do anything except studying, eatin, drinkin, watching tv, n playin da com..... sigh!!!!! last time, my sis was different... my dad was strict wif her.... my sis got 2 c a midnight show rite after Grad Nite last time while 4 mii, my dad is unsure of whether 2 let mii go or not... he scared tt my frenz will make a fool of ourselves, get ppl angry n den we all kena hit by gangster n all... lame... da chalet, he also dont want mii 2 go cuz of da same reason.... once, he even scare tt MISS YONG might take my MT O LEVEL MONEY.... LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y????? y is my life so sux???? i dont even want 2 live in dis hell any more.... sigh!!!! wad should i do ppl??? wad should i do????
♥ And did I tell you that I will LOVE you ALWAYS
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