Monday, October 31, 2005
♥ MT Paper & Sch Fees & Bdae
2dae had 2 go 2 sch back cuz hv 2 tk my Mother Tongue O Level agn 4 da 2nd time... woke up abit late, 6:30am... 2 mii its late.... anywae, after i reach at da sch foyer, met wif all of my frenz... any guy hu came wil surely start a conversation abt soccer... dey talk abt 2 things... Manchester loss 4-1 n Newcastle won 3-0... as usual, wee Manchester fans were disappointed while 4 Fairuzi, he was so glad cuz his team, Newcastle won.... but Faiz crack alot of jokes abt Newcastle winnin against a bottom team n Newcastle is in da bottom few.... Faiz also said tt even wen Alan Sherrear is 45yrs old, he would still b da captain of da team... lolsss... tt was funny... anywae, did my MT Paper 1 1st, was quite ok... den da Paper 2 was ok... i think i either get a C5 or a B4...
after da MT Paper, i wen hm... as i was walkin, i suddenly realise tt i hv 2 pay da sch fees... my GIRO was terminated so hv 2 pay cash... so hv 2 go back 2 da General Office n pay... was quite long cuz mine is like a special case... even had 2 call MOE 2 get a full details abt my payment since i wanna pay 1 shot... easier.... my dad nearly came cuz of all da probs.... den, it was ok n i paid $48.... now, no more owe da sch anything except tt da sch owes mii.... hehehehe
2dae, my family is celebratin my bdae... yeah... tmr is my actaul bdae... im turnin 17... my sis bought a mango cake at Bengawan Solo... thx alot sis.... took a few pics n den i cut da cake... just a small celebration between our family, nth much... da cake was delicious... tmr is my bdae n so u can say tt all da indians r celebratin wif mii... lolssss.... my bdae on da festival of lights but i wonder y am i black... hehehehe.... k den... tts all 4 2dae... take care u all....
after da MT Paper, i wen hm... as i was walkin, i suddenly realise tt i hv 2 pay da sch fees... my GIRO was terminated so hv 2 pay cash... so hv 2 go back 2 da General Office n pay... was quite long cuz mine is like a special case... even had 2 call MOE 2 get a full details abt my payment since i wanna pay 1 shot... easier.... my dad nearly came cuz of all da probs.... den, it was ok n i paid $48.... now, no more owe da sch anything except tt da sch owes mii.... hehehehe
2dae, my family is celebratin my bdae... yeah... tmr is my actaul bdae... im turnin 17... my sis bought a mango cake at Bengawan Solo... thx alot sis.... took a few pics n den i cut da cake... just a small celebration between our family, nth much... da cake was delicious... tmr is my bdae n so u can say tt all da indians r celebratin wif mii... lolssss.... my bdae on da festival of lights but i wonder y am i black... hehehehe.... k den... tts all 4 2dae... take care u all....
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
♥ 2 more weeks 2 da Hari Raya
just 2 more weeks i think den its Hari Raya.... hv been listenin 2 Hari Raya songs 2.... cant wait 4 da Hari Raya... but dis yr, sadly, i cant reallie celebrate my bdae.... my bdae is on 1 of November... still in da fastin mth.... but at least all da indians in da world is celebratin my bdae wif mii... LOLsssss.... cuz 1 of November is Deepavali... hahahahaha... anywae, Hari Raya also cant celebrate much since hv 2 study 4 da O Levels... oh well... anywae, dis few days cant reallie study... i just started studyin yesterday.... gonna keep on tryin... gotta push myself... onli a 1 more mth left den its over... for now i mean... still got a long way 2 go anywae... everydae, wen i woke up 2 eat in da morning, after eatin, i help my mom 2 do da hari Raya Kuih (tit-bits).... i help my mom do da Kuih Tart, Almond London, Kek Kukus, Kerepek Pisang, Kuih Sagi n many more.... makin da dough, put da pineapple, frying da kerepek and many more things i did wif my help... i kinda like it n some more i got nth 2 do anywae... i always help my mom every yr.... den, i start studyin at ard 1pm n end at ard 3pm.... den rest, watch tv den continue studyin at 5pm until 6pm.... den at night i start studyin agn... started at 10pm n end at dunnoe wad time.... but even still, i still think tt i cant make it to poly.... i dunnoe y, but i just can feel it... i think i will go 2 ITE Higher Nitec... oh well.... rite now my head is spinning.... k den.. tts all 4 now... gonna rest my brains now... ( ya rite)..... take care u all n i wanna wish all da best 2 my frenz n 2 those hu r takin da O Levels....
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
♥ Da most stupid person!!!!
wad da fuck!!!! im da most stupid person alive!!!! 2dae was my O Level Science Practical Exam... i was pretty nervous... reported 2 sch at 9:15am... den, wen 2 Needle Work Room n Mrs Warrior gave some instruction abt da exams... Hand in my hp n mp3 2 Mrs Warrior... den wen 2 Physic Lab 1.... on my right is Raziz n on my left is Nadiah... den, da Practical Exam started... i did Physic 1st as usual... i set up da experiment wif da ramp tingy... at 1st, i took da readings with no doubt... very confident tt wad i did was correct.. but after i got da readings, i find it kinda odd, so i redo n still da same readings... so i just continue on doin my Chemistry... i did quite ok 4 my Chemistry but didnt get da correct salt for T... den i kept on doin da Physic paper until da exam was over... den i found out tt im da most stupid person alive... da ramp is upside down... upside down meaning tt da 30cm mark should b at da bottom n da 90cm mark should b at da top, but 4 mii, da 30cm mark is at da top while da 90cm mark is at da bottom... my whole readings r wrong... my whole graph r wrong... my gradient n even my g is also wrong... can u believe it!!! i did 1 very stupid mistake.... FUCK!!!!! my Physic Practical Exam is a gone case... surely get 0/15... so overall, i think i can get 5/30 for my Practical Exam.... im so fed up wif myself... so its true agn tt im tt damn stupid... im da most pathetic n da most stupid person on dis earth... i wonder y god create mii.... i feel like hittin my head on da wall... did tt at hm.... sigh!!! so dis cfm tt i will definitely go to ITE.... IM SO STUPID!!!!! after da exam, wen 2 AVA... every1 said tt i was so stupid 2 ever did tt kind of mistake... den watch a movie called Brotherhood...most of da time i was day dreamin... i wish i could b da person in tt show kena blowed away or get shot in da head or worse, get my guts spilled out... even tt, i will still feel tt im so useless, pathetic n stupid.... ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, October 14, 2005
♥ GOAL!!!!!!
2dae, was a quite day... my mum n dad wen 2 court or somewhere wif my uncle abt his prob or sth... dont reallie care much actually... anywae, i got nth 2 do... just laze ard, play da com, watch tv.... i didnt go wif my parents cuz so boring.... so wanna watch dvd, Initial D, but end up watchin Commando.... my fav star Arnold sth.... hes great... den, just keep on watchin tv... den, my dad, mum n sis came back... my sis bought burgers... yeah!!!! Mcdonald.... since my mum had no time 2 cook, so we buy food.... after i break my fast, relax 4 a while den dress up... mii wanna go watch a movie at TM.... da movie start at 9:45pm.... so went out at 8pm, bought some clothes, den watch da movie... da movie started at 10pm n ended at 12am... so late rite... anywae, b4 da show start, dere is some preview of oncoming show... dere is 1 show which is very funny... da show is abt a chick savin da world... very funny wif da way da chick dance... lolssss.... anywae, da show was pretty ok... da style of Santiano Munez playing was great.... Santiano Munez is da player while Harris is 1 of da Newcastle player tt ppl hate.... one time, dere were David Beckham, Figo n even Zidane... great... dis show, GOAL, is a trilogy.... da 1st show is abt Newcastle, 2nd is abt Real Madrid n 3rd is abt da FIFA 2006 World Cup.... dis is just da 1st movie... hv 2 wait 4 da other 2 movie... anywae, once da movie ends at 12am, went back... takin a cab since no bus... anywae, it was a great movie n u all should watch it... k den... gtg n sleep... dead tired... nitey nite n take care....
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Thursday, October 13, 2005
♥ Geylang & 7 days 2 go
2dae i went 2 Geylang with my family n my uncle's family... in da morning, had an unexpected visitor... my uncle family... its been a long time since i saw my dearest cousin, Nabila.... she still look da same, with her short hair and her english speaking escent... den, my uncle said tt he wanna go to Geylang, so we follow him.... luckily i nvr go 2 sch 2dae... cabut... 2nd time already... n mayb tml i dont want 2 come 2 sch anymore... like so bored at sch... might as well study at hm... tt morning also, my aunt disallow mii taking nursing at poly bcuz she has experience it... she said tt i hv 2 clean da corpse with da face all distroted n many more... alone some more.... so i guess, nursing is not an option 4 mii.... anywae, went 2 Geylang, just walk2... nth much dere... just da same old Geylang as previous yr... i just bought kebab only for my later... den, we break fast at City Plaza, at Pelangi Restoran.... dere, like nth... no fish no meat... onli got chicken, tofu, n veges... like a vegetarian restoran seh... so tts all lar....
sigh... 7 more days 2 da O Level Science Practical.... so fast rite... arrrr!!!! i dont noe whether i can make it 2 poly or not.... if not, i go 2 ite higher nitec under business course... fortunately 4 miii, da course doesnt require mii 2 go 2 itc... once ive done wif da 2 yrs in ite higher nitec, i can straight go 2 poly like my sis... so i think i gonna take da longer route... finally, 5yrs has gone so fast... cant believe it tt 5 yrs has gone just like tt.... i can still remember da 1st time i step into da sch... no, its time 2 step out of da sch... sigh... gonna miss all my frenz here, our memory 2gether... we do hv a long way 2 go, n life hv 2 go on whether we like it or not.... as da Green Day song goes "like my fathers come to pass, seven years has gone so fast,wake me up when september ends.... as my memory rests, but never forgets what I lost, wake me up when september ends well......" k den.... wish every1 gd luck in deir O Level... take care
sigh... 7 more days 2 da O Level Science Practical.... so fast rite... arrrr!!!! i dont noe whether i can make it 2 poly or not.... if not, i go 2 ite higher nitec under business course... fortunately 4 miii, da course doesnt require mii 2 go 2 itc... once ive done wif da 2 yrs in ite higher nitec, i can straight go 2 poly like my sis... so i think i gonna take da longer route... finally, 5yrs has gone so fast... cant believe it tt 5 yrs has gone just like tt.... i can still remember da 1st time i step into da sch... no, its time 2 step out of da sch... sigh... gonna miss all my frenz here, our memory 2gether... we do hv a long way 2 go, n life hv 2 go on whether we like it or not.... as da Green Day song goes "like my fathers come to pass, seven years has gone so fast,wake me up when september ends.... as my memory rests, but never forgets what I lost, wake me up when september ends well......" k den.... wish every1 gd luck in deir O Level... take care
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Sunday, October 09, 2005
♥ My life is shrewed ppl!!!!! wad should i do????
2dae i couldnt sleep... after i woke up at 4:30am 2 eat, i couldnt sleep... so at 8:30am i just play some games and watch cartoon after a long time i nvr watch it... at 1:30pm, i wen out... go 2 Paya Lebar, gonna meet my auntie n sis.... my auntie gonna buy mii my Hari Raya baju kurong.... every yr she will always buy 4 mii... considered it as an advance bdae present lar... just bought my baju kurong at 2nd Chance City Plaza.... at City Plaza, deres alot of Thailand ppl... feel like we're in Golden Mile.... anwyae, once dere, pick a baju kurong, n try it den buy it... fast n furious cuz got alot of ppl... fortunately 4 mii, still got my size.... last 1... phew.... cant believe tt its just da 5th day of da fasting mth, n alot of da smaller size is out of stock... unbelieveable..... luckily i came a buy early if not.... den wen i went back, i saw my old time pri sch fren... didnt approached him actually, just saw him tts all... his physical apperance is still da same like last time... i dont even noe whether he's in Poly or ITE or JC or still in sec sch like mii.... i should hv talk 2 him, but i was afraid tt he didnt recognise mii... back in pri sch, he was so "gembeng"... always cry n cry, n easily kena bully.... i was considered his best fren but sometimes i also make him cry... not always though.... i was shocked seeing him... hes different now... very different... not like da old time... i saw all my frenz changed... some bcome worst, some bcome better.... as 4 mii, im still da same person, stuck in dis life of mine.... im sick of dis life... y cant i also change like normal ppl???? sigh!!!!!! i wonder if i can ever change....i c my fren r getting better, happier, livelier n as 4 mii, my life is gettin worser n worser by dis moment... dey go out, dey can do dis, dey can do tt, dey can do wat ever dey want n as 4 mii, stuck here like bein in a prison.... cant do anything except studying, eatin, drinkin, watching tv, n playin da com..... sigh!!!!! last time, my sis was different... my dad was strict wif her.... my sis got 2 c a midnight show rite after Grad Nite last time while 4 mii, my dad is unsure of whether 2 let mii go or not... he scared tt my frenz will make a fool of ourselves, get ppl angry n den we all kena hit by gangster n all... lame... da chalet, he also dont want mii 2 go cuz of da same reason.... once, he even scare tt MISS YONG might take my MT O LEVEL MONEY.... LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y????? y is my life so sux???? i dont even want 2 live in dis hell any more.... sigh!!!! wad should i do ppl??? wad should i do????
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Monday, October 03, 2005
♥ Prelims results
2dae, i got back my some of my Prelims results.... sigh... very demoralizing... i got back my Science paper n overall, onli get a C5... tts so sad...i also got back my Geograpy paer... onli got 25/50 (50%).... i got back my POA paper, got a C5 overall n for Mathematics, i got a C6 4 overall... sigh... sad rite my results... den after da recess, had a talk wif dis doctor... he told us tt we should give up like da Campions League Final - Liverpool VS AC Milan.... AC Milan was winning 3-0 durin da 1st half, n every1 thought tt Liverpool had no hope.... but durin da 2nd half, Liverpool scored 3 goals n hopes were up agn.... tts bcuz dey didnt gave up... i shouldnt 2... tts a gd example, n i wont give up... i will use dis 1 mth very wisely...now, i'm waitin 4 tmr... since tmr i will b gettin my F&N paper back n hopefully i pass dis paper... k den... take care...
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
♥ Buyin clothes for Grad Nite
yesterday, i bought some clothes 4 Grad Nite... i onli gonna wear simple, just b myslef rite.... anywae, yesterday also chat wif Maureen, Rebecca, Gordon & Kenedict abt wad dey will b wearin 4 Grad Nite... Rebecca has been askin da tt all da guys should wear blazer which cost $100+ since da gurls r wearin a gown...n she said tt da guys will look great wearin a blazer... im not gonna wear a blazer cuz i think its like over board u noe.... Gordon also dont wanna wear a blazer n he said tt not all guys look great in a blaaer... i den told Nadiah abt dis, abt da gurls wearin gown... she was so shocked... hehehe.... she said tt she cant imagine herself wearin a gown on tt day... den i crack a joke abt dis... i said 2 Nadiah tt if she were 2 wear a gown, all da guys will like rollin on da ground or even drop dead in an instant... LOLssss.... tts was a funny joke... but i think tt every1 should wear wad dey 1... just b urself... k den... take care
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